Dove eravamo rimasti.
Due anni fa ho pubblicato l'ultima illustrazione che ho realizzato. In questi due anni sono cambiate tante cose, la più importante è stata capire cosa volevo fare. Ho sempre amato l'arte e la sua realizzazione ma quello che facevo non mi piaceva più, non mi sentivo più bene quando mi mettevo a disegnare, avevo una grande necessità di cambiamento. Per prima cosa, ho deciso di abbandonare l'uso del DAZ Studio, almeno per ora, perchè usarlo non corrisponde più a quello che mi piace.
Sto usando Photoshop e sto realizzando delle illustrazioni per me, seguendo dei tutorial, certo non sono perfette ma con l'esercizio sto migliorando e in questo modo sto trovando di nuovo quella fiamma che mi animava, credo sia la strada giusta e forse tra breve pubblicherò qualcosa di quello che sto facendo.
Non mi importa che non siano bellissimi e perfetti, mi importa che mi rende felice disegnare e colorare, quando io mi sentirò pronta a farlo sarò felice di condividere con voi qualcosa di nuovo.
Two years ago I published the last illustration that I made. In these two years many things have changed, the most important was understanding what I wanted to do. I have always loved art and its realization but I didn't like what I did anymore, I didn't feel good when I started to draw, I had a great need for change. First, I decided to abandon the use of the DAZ Studio, at least for now, because using it no longer corresponds to what I like. I am still using Photoshop and I am making illustrations for myself, following tutorials, certainly they are not perfect but with the exercise I am improving and in this way I am finding again that flame that animated me, I think it is the right way and maybe I will publish shortly something of what I'm doing. I don't care that they are not beautiful and perfect, I care that it makes me happy to draw and color, when I'll feel ready to do it I will be happy to share something new with you.
Oggi non posso non ricordarmi anche di quelli che non ci sono più, perchè per quanto sia terribile, la vita a volte ci porta via anche le persone a cui vogliamo bene, ma per fortuna ci lascia i ricordi e ho davvero tantissimi bei ricordi di questi dieci anni. Grazie per la vostra amicizia e per la vostra presenza, sono le cose che hanno dato un senso alla mia permanenza qui.
Now it's been a long time since I wrote in these pages, I'm not good with writing, I have always preferred to express my emotions with my illustrations, but today is a special day of my presence on DeviantArt and I feel obliged to thank those people who in the past ten years in some way I have been close, in the same way as those who have passed quickly, perhaps with a simple comment on my profile, and those who somehow remained, even after years, encouraging me and helping me in my artistic growth.
Today I want to remember also those who are gone, because no matter how terrible life sometimes takes us away even the people we love, but fortunately leaves us memories and I have so many wonderful memories of the past ten years . Thank you for your friendship and for your presence, these are the things that made sense of my stay here.
Devious Journal Entry
From August 9 to now it's been about four months, during these four months I have tried everything to find the will and the ability to draw, even tonight, but these things seem to have disappeared. I can not, I tried in every way but at this point I do not know if I'll ever take back graphical pen. I could go on trying to spend hours in front of this white paper, scribbling, but I do not think it help. I am very afraid that that ability to transform into images my imagination, it is gone forever.
Blog is Over
A parte la mancanza di tempo, mi sta passando anche la voglia, continuerò a pubblicare i miei lavori qui e sugli altri siti già elencati.
After the problems I had with Blogspot I decided to groped the Altervista road but apparently even they are very little serious, so I decided to leave for now, the idea of a personal blog.
Apart from the lack of time, is also passing me the desire, I will continue to publish my works here and on other sites already listed.
Sudden Problems
I know that I'm not there for a while, but right now I have a serious set of problems in my family, this prevents me to concentrate on everything else, I apologize if I do not answer pm or anything, but at this very moment I can not, sorry.